A goodbye to a quick crush, a friend, and most of all a big brother.

Today, while waiting for a little date with my"grandpa", I called one of my best guy friend because I haven't talk to him for a while. However, he told me the bad news, he submitted the education leave for a year yesterday to be moving back to Washington because he needs to figure out what he gonna do with his life. He said he is tired and needs a break :( This guy holds an important place in my heart,  I called him "manwhore" cause he cannot never decided on his feelings toward anyone and always go fool around. But I love this guy to death (as a friend of course). He took care of me like a little sister and he spoiled me all the time. I get anything I want from him. Because I am the oldest sister in my family and never had a really big bro to talk or to take care of me. This guy showed me how it felt like to have one. He always there for me when I needed him, when I am sad, he always buy me cupcake to cheer me up. He protected me when we went clubbing. We had so many memories together that I cannot even count: 

-The time we went to Dana Point to see sunset and whale watching. It was a magical date. 

- Disneyland

- San Diego for Tet's holiday. It was the first time I got drunk in my life. He took care of me. He carried me around cause he was too drunk to walk. I wanted to use the restroom so I hit him so hard to drive me to the closest one. 

- Museum

- Vegas Time with him was the best. My best friend, him and I slept on the same bed. He had this special smell that I used to be addicting too. (To be honest, i did had a crush on him for the longest) but I know he's just a really good good friend/brother of mine. 

There was time we stopped talking to each other, but then we both realized that we are connected in some ways that because we shared the good and bad memories that nobody can understand.  Obstacles, arguments and misunderstanding make our relationship a stronger one. 

My Jerry berry is the guy who doesn't say corny stuff. However, he once told me" You are truly a good friend of my life". He said I earned it.. hehehe

You know how much I love you right ? Even though you will be pretty far away from me but I hope you can find your passion and get back on track. Life is tough but we have to be strong to fight it back buddy. 

Truly love you, my jerry berry. 

:)