Yesterday is another happy and simple day with you. How can you make me so happy without even doing anything ? For the past week, I was very depressed and lost cause I do not know what directions I want to take in life anymore. I seemed not to know if I chose the right major for my career. I felt hopeless and when I felt that way, I tended to withdraw from everything including you  I do not feel the urge to call you because I just felt like I gonna bother you with all my negativity. That is the least thing I wanted to do. I told myself I need to be stronger and better myself so I can support you. But it seemed to not happen that way.YOU are always the stronger one who supports me. Thank you for everything you do for me. I feel like you are the best knight or the best gift that Buddha and God has given me this year despite all of the unlucky things happened to me this year. I am thankful every moment that we get to spend with each other.

p.s thank you for warming up my hands. My heart almost melted.