May 5th, 2014
What great day yesterday !!! It was again one of the best day of my life when I get a chance to hang out with you. I wish everything in life can just be simple like that. How come I feel so happy and peaceful when I am next to you by your side.
I wish every Sunday can be this peaceful and beautiful. Can I ?
Swapmeet, Costco and then Pinkberry. Those are the places that will remind me our moment every time I go there now.
Guess what? I got to kiss you today ! What a great feeling ! You were right I did wanted more after that. Kissing is so addicting and I love it. But again I am scared at the same time happiness cannot last too long. I feel like I am gambling right now with our future and love. Can I win? Can you win or Can we win the life we will spend together? I really don't know now.
You know how happy I was when you said that you love me. You've been showing me all along that how much you cared for me. But this is the real first you actually confirmed it to me. How grateful I was to be able to loved by you. You always said you are poison to me and to others but how can you ?
You are the greatest, the most responsible, the most serious, yet the most funny and lovable person that I met. Anh Thanh, you know I was beyond happy when you finally admitted that you like me and how you always think about me all the time. I like the fact that you start to imagine our life together. You said," You know I am scared of moving to the house because I actually started to imagine our life together, we gonna shower together, watch movie and eat pop corn together and you wait for me to go home to eat dinner and give a massage for each other. I think about it every time even when I am at work, at home, and even when I am in the shower" Dear Thanh V Tran, you know that you fall in love with me deeply already and so do I.
If that is the case, why cant we be together? There's many more things that we need to think about? But anh Thanh do you know how short life is ? Why can't we be together for as much as we can so that we wont regret it later on in life ? At least we need to create moments like this so whatever happens in the future, we recall those great moments in life. I really do not want to live in regrets, when I know we have feelings for each other.
Anh Thanh, can we just please be together and forget about everything else? Lets just live our lives happily the way it meant to be for each other.
