Hello life, I wish you can show my the right direction to go on in my life right now. I have to admit I get lost very often.

Thanh asked me last week, " why do you like me so much? " With a simple answer, I said I like you just because you know I like you. There should not be any reasons when you love someone. He then disagree with me saying that there must be a reason when you falling in love with someone. I guess he is correct.

That question keeps me thinking, unfortunately, I still cannot find an answer. I mean I can come up with millions of reasons why I like him. Anh Thanh is strong, understanding and caring. He cares about people around him. He takes care of my every little details. He bought me new running shoes, he bought me the new towel for me to shower because it is good for my skin and so on. Most important of all, we get along when we speak. We understand each other. It is just very comfortable talking to him. I can tell anh Thanh everything. I felt like I can be myself when I am next to him. He is the only person actually can makes my heart flutter like that, just being the way he is, once very old, mean yet the most amazing, caring and funny person in my life.