Sunday, November 16, 2014...
A gloomy day.. I feel like life is hard now. There's a lot of things which is very easy to do, yet so hard to accomplish. I really did not want to him to drive because I am worried he's tired. Part of me wanted him to come with me, yet another part of me wanted him to come with me. Anh Thanh was right, I had a thought that because I did something for him, he should've been on the phone talking to me. I am once again failed at loving him the way I want to. How can I improve myself? Why I always do the things acceding to my heart not my soul. I should think more with my head. I am so selfish when it comes to you aThanh. I just want you all for myself. I wish I can move on. I think I kinda moved on already because I learnt to accept the fact that we cannot be together. The love I have for you now is different kind of love. The love that I only from you is your happiness.